I think I can handle the next two days of wedding-ness if I believe that it is a trial that will somehow build character. I'm all about the character building. : ) I've learned an insane amount of ugly truth about myself this week. I'm glad that crap is coming up so that I am tested to see what I'm like under pressure. I think I'm going to make it kind of a game, this whole being like Jesus thing. I enjoy competition with myself so this could work.